May 2011
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thoughts from a train, part 4
i think i’m becoming depersonalized.
i walk down the street, and i don’t really register anything. i see people, but they don’t seem real to me; i have my music blaring loud through my headphones, but i don’t seem to hear any of it. for every step i fail to feel the ground beneath me, or feel the wind hit my skin, or anything. i’m just… drifting. i tried to...
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thoughts from a train, part 3
components of me, via film
whenever i watch a movie, it becomes glaringly apparent to me how eccentric i am. i always empathize and identify strongly with the strangest characters… and i’m starting to believe that this more accurately shows who i am as a person than how i act/appear/interact with other people in reality. maybe i’m just so incredibly introverted, or have...
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I was never really insane except upon occasions when my heart was touched.
– Edgar Allan Poe
(via lipsticksmiles)
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when i first read shutter island in 2006, i had just finished watching martin scorsese’s the aviator hours before; immediately upon shutting the book, i turned to my sister and said “i think scorsese should make this into a film. with leo as teddy. and kate beckinsale as dolores.” fastforward to 2009, when i find out that the scorsese-dicaprio team were indeed going to make my...
has anyone tried the “track anonymous asks” thing that’s been circulating around tumblr?
i just gave it a shot — after sending myself an anonymous ask, and seeing if the procedure would indeed lead me back to myself — and i noticed right away that the given IP address in the source code wasn’t even my actual IP address. but i continued anyway, and it gave me...
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